OMG I’m writing here again! Sometimes I wonder what happened to me, one moment I was writing, the next, I wasn’t... It was like Magic!
It wasn’t magic though, it was life, I grew up. Somewhere between the last time I signed in and now, I became an adult. I don’t mean those cool adults who have fun and do "interesting" things, I mean the boring sort who have 8 to 5 jobs and are in stable relationships.
People like that... or rather "we" (seeing as I am now one of them), are always too busy to do anything and I mean ANYTHING...and at the end of the day, all we want to do is sleep. But you know who that sucks for? Us.
Life is slowly passing me by, actually it’s quickly passing me by, 2011 is over, I am now in my "mid 20's", and next step is marriage and a nursery... eeeeiiiiuuuwwww! That’s not me! I’m young and I do things like go out until 6am......
*sigh* that should read; "that was me, I used to be young and I used to do things like go out until 6am.... but not anymore.
That brings me to the crux of the matter (yup, adults say things like "crux of the matter"). This world is not our home. That is true. When somebody passes on, I’m jolted out of what I call my "Cheshire cat zone". I call it that because Cheshire cats are just fat comfortable beings that sit there with a wide grin, doing absolutely nothing, and are content anyway.
Nobody died this time, well nobody I know at least (thank God for that), but I had an epiphany (another adult word) so here goes;
Yes I am a Cheshire cat.... but you know who else is a Cheshire cat? Garfield! So I’ve decided that Henceforth, I am Garfield. I am the one Cheshire cat that does way too much! I won’t get comfortable; I will not grow old; not until I’m thirty at least. I will go out as often as I can, and I will donate blood (don’t ask me why) but I will do it.
I will also work as hard as I can, make as much money as I can and give as much as I can.... surely I can do that.....
And I won’t make any promises but as often as I can, I will just sit, and stare, out the window,
of 27 sunshine avenue!
